aubrye

my cousin aubrye she's gonna be 2 in one week! my beautiful baby girl!! this was her last year. lol she's gotten so much bigger!! and smarter lol. the kid like knows how to get out of trouble lol. aint she just adorable??? and you better say yes or ill beat you up ;)

<3 <3 <3

everyone has those very close friends who you can tell anything too right?? well what happens if you start to realize that you may like this person more than just as a friend? and it seems like he has the same feelings? do you risk your entire friendship to see if you're right? or do you keep it to yourself to keep your bestest friend in the world?? ahhh the drama i go through!!!! :)

senior

well school started and it seems to be flying by which is awesome!!!!!!! i have the easiest schedule ever!!!! :) i only have 269 days until i graduate!!!! ;) and i even have some money towards my senior trip already. im raising money at school and in two weeks i already have around $24 !!! how awesome is that?? im soo ready for senior trip too!! im going to the wilds. or at least im hoping to go to the wilds. this should be a fun , wild year. :)

its almost done

its august 4th and that means that summer is almost over. we start school in 20 days!! how scary is that?? the only thing scarier than that is the fact that im a senior this year!! ahhhh!! its very scary to think about. the whole growing up thing. im not sure if im quite ready to grow up yet. i dont like this at all. :/

old acquaintences

ok i was rooting throught the old files in my computer, cleaning it out and getting rid of all those old files we never use anymore, and i came across the email address for some old friends of mine who live in Brazil. i had tried to send them an email a couple of times but it wouldnt send through my aol account. so i decided to try it on my yahoo account just to see if it worked. and it did!!! i ws sooo happy!!! we emailed each other for a while and then they called!!! i was so excited. we talked for a while. and caught up with each other. they were graduates of MBBC and we hadnt talked in almost 4 years!! see the benefits you can get from cleaning???? =)

a complex ordeal

recently i was told by a very good friend to never give up. now usually i take this advice but im not sure this time. this person knows the whole situation that i am having problems with(i will not explain it so dont ask). but i trust this person and they know all about it. this person is constantly giving me advice which is usually very helpful. but this time it doesnt seem that helpful. it kind of just sounds like the same old thing and i know that they are trying to help me and maybe i need to hear it but they dont know the pain i go through. any suggestions people?

graduation party!!!

friday we had our graduation party for katie and adam and it was sooo much fun!!!! i had soo much caffeine!! it was awesome and i havnt even gotten a headache from it yet!! SWEET!!!!! we watched movies, played games, had a water fight, and mr. crews took me in the go-cart!! it was awesome!!

a private world.

everybody has a priate world where they can be alone....here today gone tomorrow but you have to walk 1000 miles in my shoes just to see what its like to be me. ill be u lets trade shoes just to see what it would be like to feel your pain, you feel mine. go inside each others minds just see what we would find look at things through each others mind...but dont let them say you aint beautiful just stay true to you.

summer = late nights.

summer is finally here!!! yay!! which means i wont sleep very much. i have been looking for a job since we got out of school friday. and not a single application has been accepted.=( no one is hiring at all. anyone got suggestions. or donations =) either is accepted. i am also saving up for my first car that actually runs- unlike the camaro in my back yard. so far i have $900 towards it. SWEET!!!!!!