Saturday, June 26, 2010

big decisions...

its been a while since i last put a new post..been busy lately. ive been looking everywhere for a job since i cant go to the college now. i just have to go to communtiy for the first year or two. it was sad and dissapointing that i couldnt go. but i was really happy cuz now i can stay with my boyfriend. which makes me very happy. i dont know what i would do if i had to live without him. he gave me his class ring and i love it. it has not left my finger since he gave it to me lol :) tomorrow i have to have dinner with his mom and grandmother o.O ahhhh!!! i hope they like me. cuz it would be bad if they didnt. i hope i dont screw things up.... summer seems to be flying by. not sure where all the time has went..

Thursday, June 10, 2010

long time and lots of stuff

ok so its been like forever since my last post..oh well..i dont have that many followers anyways lol :) well lets see...i went on my senior trip..flordia was amazing!! i would love to go back someday. i graduated on may 30th. it was certaintly an experience i will never forget. everything was going so well..but then at the end of the ceremony i walk to the wrong place...with everyone watching!! so i had to run back to the place i was supposed to be before mr. dickerson finished his prayer...oh my! lol i could hear the snickers coming from people who should have had their eyes closed lol oh well...as fun and exciting as graduation was..i am looking forward to next week more than anything.. :) next week on june 14 makes 2 months that i have been with my amazing boyfriend!! so exciting!! i love him and his family(thats a good bonus lol(:) maybe we will do somethng special for our 2 month...maybe i'll make him a good dinner or maybe we'll just go out for something but i really do want to do something special especially since i leave in july :( part of me is so looking foward to this opporutinty but the other part of me doesnt want to leave him. i know that its going to hurt but i know what i have to do.which is why i want to make the most out of the time that i have left with him right now...i cant waste a single minute..


IMPORTANT P.S. JUST TO LET EVERYONE WHO READS THIS KNOW..THIS IS NOT THE SAME GUY AS IN THE LAST POST..LIKE I SAID I DONT WRITE VERY MUCH AND I DIDNJT WRITE WHEN I GOT MY NEW BOYFRIEND..BEN <3 ..BUT YEAH.. I THOUGHT THAT WAS SOMETHING IMPORTANT THAT I HAD TO WRITE DOWN.. AND IT IS...AND I PUT IT IN ALL CAPS SO EVERYONE KNOWS ITS IMPORTANT LOL :)